and i thought, if no one's in my corner since everyone left,
i'd better make it worth it
it's amazing how now matter how many outlets i have online for my thoughts & ideas, i still need to retreat to the most private ones to talk about the shit that hits me the most profoundly.
i cried when i left the set your goals show tonight, out of sheer happiness. i had the wonder years on and i don't even remember which song it was, one of the good ones, maybe melrose diner or bar bands? and i had just struggled to put my arms through my jacket at a red light that turned green way too quickly, and i literally wrapped my arms around the steering wheel... while driving... and let the tears fall out of my eyes. i couldn't even sing, i was so paralyzed with joy and amazement and the high from the evening.
i'm beginning to realize that the only thing real in my life anymore, are THE moments.
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